So I'm almost 2 weeks into living in Jackson, even though it feels longer. I mean, I haven't lived in my parent's house since May, so technically it's actually been months living up here. I really thought I'd have a job by now. It's just not easy. I don't know where to look and I don't know how to get an interview. Even if I expected that I wouldn't have a job by now, I did think that I would have at least gone a few interviews. I guess part of my struggles is that I don't know what I want from life. I don't know what I want to do. I enjoy the mundane and I hope to get an office job but I don't know where those jobs are. People keep offering ideas but that's what they stay, ideas. Nothing ever comes from them. I forget most of the help people are trying to give me. "You should try..." gets lost minutes after they say it. I posted my resume on-line and all I've gotten is offers to work for insurance companies (selling insurance) and on-line jobs which don't help because I don't have internet at home.
I just know I have to trust that God has a plan for me and that it may be that I have to hit rock bottom to see what it is. I just know falling on rocks is gonna hurt.
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